March 9, 2015
Time to take a look back at what has happened so far.
Here's a short recap - I arrived in September, which is already 6 months ago. I couldn't speak much Japanese, I still feared hits to the head due to my concussion, I had no idea what to expect and I barely knew anyone.
I arrived and was taken care of by the Iwasas, entered the International Dorm, started classes, and started practice. I got a first injury, passed my midterm with excellence. I went to Osaka with the team, made some friends, and gave some free hugs. Met my grandmother and an aunt and was able to speak with them. Made a few speeches here and there, celebrated New Years with the Iwasas, and passed my final exam again with great results. Had a few celebrations with my class, the judo club, friends and teachers, and took about three weeks to have fun. Up till the end of February, I felt as if it was still part of the first part of my story here in Japan.
Good points:
- I studied Japanese to the best of my ability and made a lot of progress. I have now come to the point where I can have full conversations, express my opinion and feelings as well as understand those of others. I am now Skyping with my grandmother once a week, which makes one of my goals for this trip accomplished: Being able to speak with my grandmother. Due to this progress, I can also further communicate with the members of the club, which makes me more approachable.
- I've made my way into the club up to a certain point. People now sit next to me without thinking too much about it. The practices, runs, and weight trainings, I take part in all of them and for the most part keeping up with most of it. Slowly making more friends, gaining respect as well as confidence. Sato sensei (Head Instructor) calls me at practice as if I were a normal student. I have come to understand 70% of what the coaches tell us, and take part in activities that other foreigners don't. I've given it my best as to getting used to the pace of this judo life style.
- I have now gotten used to life here in Japan. Of course, there are still slips here and there, but for the most part, I can find my way around, I can recognize many places in Tokyo and in the surrounding areas. The train is no longer a problem, I know where good stores are and asking directions comes naturally. The laundry, food making, grocery shopping, life has become stable. I can start making smarter buying decisions, wasting less time and money, and the initial excitement of being in Japan is already fading away.
- I have a lot of friends. Close ones, some I barely know. Some who live in the same dorm as me while others live two hours away. Some who come from around the world and many Japanese. Some who do judo, some who don't. In any case, I don't feel alienated anymore.
- I've managed to get some DJ experience here in Japan. I also started a mix series, made a few songs and remixes, attracted many new fans and have gotten the attention of a few companies. I've established myself in the eyes of many, and have managed to find many new opportunities online, and maybe here in Japan.
Bad points:
- I've reached a point where the learning curve is much slower. Since I understand a lot more, I can get away with not understanding a few words here and there and just nodding them off. I can laugh at the right moments even though I don't understand. Why is this bad? I no longer have to ask for the meaning of the word, thus I don't learn their meaning. Also, I can understand a lot of grammar and words, but that doesn't mean I use it myself when I speak. I use a lot of the same sentence patterns, my mind no longer forced to really search for the right way to say things. In other words, my mind has become lazy in order to save time and trouble for the explanations.
- I've been injured twice, which has stopped me from training fully for about 4 months now. I still do weights and the runs with the guys, but my judo is not improving. My body is also very heavy, around 73kg most of the time, and I've lost the feel of fighting. Although I push myself in everything else, I'm not making much progress, nor am I gaining much from the trainings.
- I haven't fully understood the Japanese culture and this creates problems here and there. Whether it's concerning friends, judo, teachers, or just life in general, one little slip causes a lot of problems sometimes
Goals for the next semester:
1. Keep the studies hard. But this time, I want to stay on top of things, and if possible, study even more by my own.
2. Keep track of my judo and training progress. Up until March, I didn't really write stuff down in terms of my judo and training.
3. Don't get lost in the moment. Make the moment be part of me.
(Shibuya at night.)
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